Vanilla Twilight

I so so love this song by Owl City.

This is for you, Sweetie.



PRANS! xD Haha. Para na rin 'to sa'yo.
Huwag ka na masuya.

ARR.

Arr is for Random. :DD

Random thoughts, random pictures.

This was taken when I was riding traysikad from hearing mass in SMAP.

HR Building. Hmm. Our tambayan during Tuesdays and Thursdays.
NDDU Intrams '09. When I was younger, I wanted to be a runner.
Plaza Heneral Santos. Usually, me and my three classmates
go here after attending the Evangelical fellowship every TTH.
JOKER by Ranulfo.I bought this at BookSale.
I can let you borrow this. :D
08.13.09 How could I forget the date I let my phone swam?
(JD's residence. )



That's for today. Ciao!
Smile! :)

Bakit kailangan pa?

A photo from deviantart.com

Tapos na nga ang First Semester.

At parang ako'y nababagot. Saka nanghihina. Hindi sa dahil nalulungkot ako't maaaring 'di ko na magiging mga kaklase ang aking blockmates(A3) pero dahil sa walang baon. xD

Ang sama ko, 'no?

Pero totoo. Haha. Kasi... paano ba naman ako makakagala kung wala akong pera?Tulad ngayon. Kung pwede lang sana lakarin galing Purok Malakas papuntang GenSanVille, papayag ako. Haha.

Ang layo ko ata sa topic ko ngayon. 'Di bale, SHARE LANG lahat ng nasabi ko. xD


Ang nakikita niyong larawan ay... hmm. :|

Haha!





Bakit kasi kailangan pang gumastos?


Sobrang nonsense. Ewwish!

Free Pose

Wee.

It's at Perfect Image in Robinsons.
I was the one who edited it. :DD

Feel free to drop some comments.

Click the picture to view it clearly.

US. Then and Now.

Us, before.

Young. As far as I could remember, we were in our Junior Years when we had that peace-pose or any pose in a camera. We had posed, but only in camera phones. And when digital cameras came, everyone had their smiles ready.

Us, now.

Old. No, no! Heehee. We're collegians now. Yahoo!

I'm sorry I can't make it.

Dear Sir Avel,

I'm so sorry if I can't make it to your blog contest.
I'm loaded with assignments and to-dos po.
I'm so sorry.

Next time, I'll be joining. I PROMISE!

Thanks anyway for inviting me po.


PHAT:)

Dear, I Swear!

I'll love you more. <3>

God's Calling

When I was young, I was more prayerful and faithful. That's no wonder. My parents were active parishioners. And I studied in a Catholic school all my life. So, I met God, Mary, Jesus, Joseph, saints and every religious persons.

Though I learned enough, there was still something I have never known. And that was God's mission for me. My purpose.

Yes, I am here on earth to help. I am here to be God's daughter.
And I have not been one.

Lucky I was. Oh! Not lucky, it was really destined.

God had called me once, but I refused. And now, there's this second chance. And YES, LORD!I am here. I know I have not become an obedient daughter but this time, I'll come back to you. And I assure you, I'd say yes to what you wants me to do.



Great thanks to Kuya JR and Kuya Jerel of Friends Connection of NDDU. Thank you so much for sharing!

Ang araw na humanga ako kay AJ

Haha. Ang araw na ito ay sadyang napakasaya. Salamat pala sa napakabait na ina ni JD, my labs dahil pinapasok niya ako sa Lagao Parish.

Pagpasensyahan niyo nga pala! Hindi ako M. Talagang napahanga lang ako sa kagwapuhan ni AJ Perez. Haha.
Oh, 'di ba?Haha. Ang proud ko sa larnyard na niregalo ni Jamie! Saka ko lang nalaman na taga-DLSU pala siya.
Waah!AJ. Pansinin ang kamay ni AJ sa aking likuran!Bwaha. :D

Sana naman hindi na lang kami hanggang tingin. HAHA!

Hanggang dito na lang! Siya nga pala, karamihang ng mga litrato ay kuha ni JOANA MARIE DELA COSTA.

The High School Surveys

Hello! I had fun answering these questions.

1
Where did you graduate from and what year?  I graduated from Notre Dame of General Santos City (now Notre Dame Siena-College of GSC) just this year.
2
Who was your significant other?  Whoa!Haha.  Mac
 
3
Was your Prom a night to remember? Yeah. But I didn't find it really enjoying.
 
4
What was your fav. song you danced to the night of PROM? It wasn't my favorite song.
 
5
Do you own all 4 Yearbooks?  Nah.
 
6
What was your fav. Movie in Highschool?  The Devil Wears Prada and A Moment to Remember
 
7
What was your number 1 choice of College in HS? Ateneo De Davao University.
 
8
what radio stations did you jam out to in highschool? Killerbee106.3, Magic89.9
 
9
Were you involved in any organizations or clubs? Yeah. I've always been.
 
10
What was ur fav class in Highschool?  Computer. Ma'am Bujulet(Mrs. Abadies) was so silly.
 
11
Who was your big crush in Highschool?  Secret. 8D
 
12
Would you say you've changed a lot since highschool? Yeah. So much. 
 
13
What do you miss the most about it? My friends, memories we had. Being childish and foolish.
 
14
Your worst memory of HS? Crying over teachers. SHIT.
 
15
Did you have a car? Did not.
 
16
What were your school colors? School colors?
 
17
who was your fav. teacher? Ma'am Jocelyn Saldua and Ma'am Cherry Ann Abadies. ANG BFFs.
 
18
Did you own a cell phone in highschool?  Yes.
 
19
Did you leave campus for lunch? When I was in my Sophomore  and Junior years.
 
20
if so, where was your fav. place to go eat? Eatery. Aha pa di-ay?haha.
 
21
Were you always late to class?  No. Am punctual. S-O-M-E-T-I-M-E-S
 
22
Did you ever have to stay on Saturdays in school? Yeah. So much practices. 
 
23
Did you ever Ditch?  Nah. Ay, yah. 
 
24
When it comes time for the reunion will you be there? Undoubtly, yeah.

Si Kolehiyo

     Ako ay sadyang abala ngayon. Abala sa pag-aaral. (Tsar lang!) Sobrang kailangan kong makabawi sa MidTerm Examination. Hindi naman sa mababa lahat ng mga resulta ng pagsusulit ko, pero gustong-gusto ko lang talagang magkaroon ng mataas na marka. At sobrang nagsisisi ako dahil hindi ko ipinapakita ang pagiging bungarera ko sa klase. Alam ko naman ang mga sagot sa tanong pero ayaw ko lang talagang itaas ang kamay ko. (Nahihiya kasi ako.)

     Ayan nga pala sa taas ang mga litratong nakuha ko simula nang naging isa akong kolehiyala. Pasensya na sa ibang mga kuha. Napakaganda kasi ng camera ng cellphone ko. 

     KOLEHIYO. Nakakatakot itong pakinggan noon. Pero ngayong nagsisink-in na sa aking utak ang salitang ito(kahit ayaw ko), hindi na siya masyadong nakaka-OWS. Isa na nga pala talaga akong kolehiyalang estudyante. Hindi ko lang man napansin na sadyang kay bilis ng panahon. At parang ang bata ko pa talaga para maging isang kolehiyala. Kinse pa lang ako. 

     'Yan lang muna. Kailangan ko pang mag-review!

Recalls on Rain

     This afternoon's rain was horrible for me. Rain has always been dreadful for me. But it reminded me of something that happened in my past life. 

     I went home alone with raindrops falling on my head. My bag, hanging on my left shoulder, wasn't that heavy. But I was just so tired because of the defense and exhausting lessons we had. Plus I haven't seen much of his apparition this week. (so so unjustifiable for me)

     So the rain. It was sentimental for me. I remembered a special friend. We've walked together in the rain for many times. It's either we're running for a shelter or just wanting to walk in the rain. She loves rain but I hate it. She was the only one who let me do things I would never want to do. She's a seraph to me... but devilish sometimes. I don't know what's within her. But I really believe in her.

     The second. The rain on January 22, 2008. The rain flowed when we were getting out of the Practice House in our school(NDGSC Old Site - Beatiles St.). We had our practicum for TLE 3.

As I was washing the blanket we used, he came to gave me a rosary he bought during their Retreat. I wasn't expecting that. Bwaha! I've even told him to go away from me because our TLE teacher might see us.

I took a long time fixing my things. I went out of the house six in the evening. And the rain was pouring hard. My bag's zipper wrecked so bad. Waah!I got two bags then. And as we were walking going to the street's corner, somebody grabbed my two bags. Haha. That was him.

I was really touched. He even waited for my father to fetch me though he knows his nerves would break.

     Oh memories, memories! I hope to have more.

     BUT!Rain would still always be unpleasant for me.

May Mga Tao rin palang katulad ni Marie

     Si Marie ang aking manika. Maganda siya. Kulay puti ang kanyang kulot na buhok. Maputi ang balat niya. Ang kanyang suot ay magara. Gawa siya sa porselana.

     Si Marie ang aking kaibigan. Siya ang aking karamay sa tuwing ako ay malungkot. Kapag ako ay may problema, siya ang aking bulungan. Siya rin ang kayakap ko gabi-gabi. Kapag ako ay nababagot, siya ang kalaro ko. At hawak-hawak ko siya saan man ako magpunta.

     Ang tanging ikinagagalit ko lang sa kanya ay ang hindi niya pagsagot pagkatapos kong magsalita. Bakit ganun siya? Naiisip ko tuloy hindi siya nakikinig. Kahit na nakatitig ang kanyang mga mata sa akin, para pa rin akong hangin na hindi niya nakikita.

     Naaalala ko tuloy ang ilan sa mga kaklase ko. Matatalik ko rin silang mga kaibigan. Kalaro ko sila sa paaralan. Kapag walang pasok, inaanyayahan ko silang pumunta sa bahay para maglaro.

     Sa tuwing ako ay nagkukwento, nakatitig din ang mga mata nila sa akin tulad ni Marie. Akala ko nakikinig sila pero sa tuwing pinapaulit ko sila ng kwento ko, iba na ang kanilang pinagsasabi. 

     Bakit may tulad ni Marie sa mundo? Bakit sa tuwing ako ay nagsasalita, kinakaya nilang magpanggap na nakikinig? Bakit gann? Bakit hindi nila kayang makinig? Isa ba akong baliw na hindi dapat pakinggan?

     Ngayon, sabihin mo. Isa ka rin ba sa may mga kilalang Marie o ikaw si Marie?

0919, miss you!

Nasasabik na akong umuwi ka kahit na alam kong matagal pa.

    'Di ko na ikakaila pang miss na miss na kita. Dahil sa lahat ng aking mga kaibigan, ikaw ang pinakamahalaga.

     Ang akala kong hindi ka maiisip ay mali. Ngayon, mas naalala kita. At mas nais kong makita at makasama ka. Hindi naman sa wala akong mapagsabihan, pero dahil ikaw lang ang talagang nakakakilala sa tunay na ako. 

     Sabik na akong makita kang muli at makita ang malaki mong ngiti. Ang mga tawanan natin at mga kalokohang pinanggagawa mo sa akin ay hanggang sa isip ko na lamang. Sana'y mabalik iyon. Sana sa iyong pag-uwi ay 'di mo makalimutang may kaibigan kang naghihintay sa iyo.

     

Addictus

Nang una kong nakita ang patalastas na may lolang adik sa internet/kompyuter, hindi na ako masyadong nabigla. Sa panahon ngayon, kahit ang pinakamatandang tao ay maaari ng matutunan ang paggamit ng kompyuter. (Subalit sa tanda niya, baka hindi niya maalala.) Kaya para sa akin, medyo EXAGGERATED siya.

Dahil sa patalastas na iyon, tumatak sa isipan ko ang salitang ADDICTUS na gawa-gawa lamang ng ibang tao.

Sa tuwing may nakikita akong tutok na tutok ang mga mata sa isang bagay, naiisip ko agad ang salitang ADDICTUS. Ewan ko ba kung bakit iyon ang napili kong salita. 

Pero kaninang hapon lang, habang ako'y naghihintay sa loob ng dyip, napansin ko ang matandang babae na kaharap ko. May highlights ang buhok niya. Hindi ko na 'yun pinansin dahil marami na rin namang mga matatanda ang nagpapalagay ng highlights sa kanilang buhok. Ang tanging nagpalaki sa aking mga mata ang GAMEBOY na hawak niya. 

At dahil dun, sumisigaw na naman ang salitang ADDICTUS sa aking isip. 

Ang mga mata niya'y hindi mapaalis sa screen ng laruan. Kung tutuusin, gabi na iyon at madilim. At siya'y sabik na sabik sa bawat galaw ng kanyang nilalarong karakter. At kahit ilang bunggo na ang natama sa kanya ng kanyang katabi, wala pa rin siyang pakialam.

Saka ko na talaga nasabi na sa panahon ngayon kahit ang lola kong halos 70 taon na ay matututunan din ang paggamit ng PSP. 

:D XL.

Hell-o

Hello!

Dumadaan lang. Wala kasi talaga akong maisip na i-post.

Gusto ko lang magpasalamat sa mga bago kong mga kaibigan na sina JD at Kimroe. Sobrang nagpapasalamat ako at nakilala ko kayo. 

Sige. Ang dami ko pang gagawin. :))

Naalala lang.

(I posted this late.)

     Minsan nang ako’y naglalakad, nakita ko ang mga schoolmates ko. Magiging fourth year highschool students na sila sa pasukan. Minamasdan ko lang sila. Naghahalakhakan, nagbabatukan. Nakakainggit naman sila. 
     Naalala ko lang kasi ang mga dati kong kaklase. Ganun na ganun din kami. Hindi mawawala ang tawanan. Isip siguro ng ibang tao kapag kami’y magkasama ay nababaliw na kami. Wala kaming pakialam. 
     Naisip ko… napakamali nang inisip kong marami pang oras ang naiiwan para sila’y aking makasama. Isang malaking pagkakamali ‘yun. Minsan ko pa ngang sinabi sa sarili ko na magkalimutan na kung magkalimutan. Tsk! Mali ulit. At ngayon? Nanghihinayang ako. Sino bang hindi manghihinayang sa pagkalayo niyong magkaibigan?
     Oo nga. Magpapasukan pa lang. At siguro, ilan din sa kanila ang iniisip ang inisip ko. Pero kung may lakas ng loob lang ako, sasabihan ko sila. Sasabihin kong gawin na nila ang nais nilang gawin magkasama. Hinding-hindi na nila mababalik pa ang mga panahon na magkasama pa sila. Oo nga at magkikita pa rin. Pero iba pa rin kapag sila ang kasama mo araw-araw. 
     Tiyak na malulungkot lang sila sa tuwing maalala nila ang mga tawanan sa loob ng klasrum. Ang mga tuksuhan ang lubos na ikakalungkot nila. Pagtatawanan naman nila ang mga alitan. At sasabihin pa nilang, “Napaka-immature ko naman noon.”
     Sana mabasa nila ito. Sana mabasa ‘to ng mga taong iniisip ang inisip ko. Sana bigyan nila ng pansin ang oras. Time is gold nga. Kaya kayong nagpapatigas diyan at ayaw kausapin ang nakaalitan mong kaibigan, HOY!Ilang oras na lang ang nalalabi. Kung ayaw mo lang din naman pagsisisihan na hindi ka nakasama sa mga trip ng barkada mo, HOY!Maki-trip ka na. 
     Umalis na sila. At saka ko lang naisip. EMO ata ako ngayon ha. Amf! 

TWADDLE MEMORIAS

About.

Oh! I’ve started posting but haven’t put definition about my blog site.

So. I won’t make this so long.

This is Fatima Narisma Lorica(-Lu…)’s blog site. Her diary, shall I say. Her bestie, shall I say. Her listener, shall I say.

BALDERDASH.ER

I know I don’t make sense. But just try reading.

If you’d like to say something, you can drop a message in my chat box. Or even post comments if you have corrections, additions or so whatever.

THE ENGLISHMAN.

I know, I know. I’m not Shakespeare. I’m not Meyer. I’m not a good writer. ‘Di naman talaga ako naging magaling sa English. LIC.
KAYA NGA. Tagalog na ang gagamitin ko sa ibang posts ko. Pero pag trip kong mag-ingles, fine

Another Memoir

The summer’s heat makes me a bum. I always feel sleepy and tired.

Good thing I’m one of the Yearbook Staff. My schedule was changed. I have to sleep earlier for tomorrow’s work. Then, the morning madness comes again – fix the bed, comb my long hair, take a bath, and dress up faster. Sometimes, I don’t eat breakfast which is not a good idea. And go to school. It’s as if I’m having summer class. Ha-ha! But the difference is that I’ll be facing the laptop for the whole day. Oh no! My eyes are actually becoming blurry. And I really, really need to see an optometrist.

Raaawr! I want to see my other classmates. I miss it. I miss everything. I miss waking up so early in the morning just to be the first one to use the shower. I miss wearing my brown uniform and fixing my school stuffs before eating breakfast. I miss walking with my siblings and cousin just to wait for the carpool in the street-corner. I miss being so silent inside our van with my carpool mates. I miss arguing with myself where to pass – left wing staircase or main staircase? I miss carrying my big books and that large speaker for reports. I miss seeing Angel Du opening her locker before entering the room. I miss calling Bebe(Ana Lily)’s name and hiding before she guesses it’s me. I miss banging myself unto Sir Sapues’ table before taking my seat. I miss greeting Gem a good morning and waiting for his loud voice to reply. I miss chatting with Rau and Rey near the left wing CR. I miss going down for Flag Ceremony. I miss shouting, “BABA NA!Kwa-on nako inyong ID ‘ron”. I miss standing in front of everyone with hair pony tailed, green uniform neatly ironed and holding the Philippine flag. I miss guarding those cute little hard-headed boys while Ruchel, Sir Ronnie or Sister Virgie is talking in front. I miss walking up with rosary on my hand and murmuring the prayer. I miss turning on the ceiling fans before going to my seat. I miss saying, “Please pray the rosary.” That’s still in the morning!
I don’t need to say what I am doing in the afternoon. Basta, MISS KO SILA! I miss High School!

High School was my life. Real! I’ve learned so many lessons. I met my so-called BFFs, the ones that are TRUE and I can say that are really keeping in touch. I don’t need to mention them. You know who you are. And I hope you’ll never change.

I call them…

J. Q. A. R.

I am not supposed to tell you this but since you are all leaving me, then I should.

I think you really need to know how I love you. You are true. And I hope you’ll never ever forget about me. Thanks for keeping me alive. Thanks for sharing your most awful and most memorable stories.
Hey, I really hate you. You know why? You are leaving me. You are leaving me alone. I loathe you. Ha-ha! But don’t worry, I understand. You are leaving for your future.
You’ve got ME. Ha! Don’t forget to call or text. And talk! And write me every week! Just like Harry promised to Hermione.
I’m talking nonsense again. Anyways, here’s for you. From my heart,

I ♥ YOU!

We ran out...

of time.

I would like to say sorry for not posting. We're real busy.

Now, I got time for this stuff.

This post is for my classmates - the St. Catherine of Siena Class. 

Just this morning, we were everyone's center of attention.

I was so glad we graduated from high school's challenges. And I am now sad, knowing that we will be separated right after the farewell party.

I'll surely miss the times with you. 'Yung mga halakhak at iyak. 

I'll never forget...

Alie's i language. Sini migkiti pi tiyi.

Wawa's sleeping time. The Goddess of Relaxation gud.

Tessa's nauubusan ng hininga laugh saka mga jokes na sobrang nakaka-LOL.

Friechie's handwriting. 'Yung taga-sulat ng title kapag may project.

Sweet/Rozylen's advices and comforts. The best advicer.

Rey's pang-dj voice and your oh-so big lawas. and mga emo moments mo.

Johanna's recitation. tapos may magre-react.

Jelai's sisterhood acts. I love you!You're a real angel.

Edzhel's conservative sayings. Grabe kayo ba. I understand you Edz!

Ciel(Graciel)'s salamin mode. Ilang ulit nang napagalitan dahil sa pananalamin.Oks ra nah!

Raurau's famous lines. Atsup!Busy lang jampong?UNYA,MAKADATO NA?

Kwen's grammar correcting. Kataw-an pa gyud!:))

Kwini's tala-tala mode. Haay!og pirmi late.

Mich's foreign greetings. Annyeong haseyo

Jill's high scores in PHYSICS and BIOCHEM. Galing!

Kareen's late reaction. Sir, sa 1 whole?

KC's corny jokes and Juju's accent. Lastimanok ba 'yun?

Loj's gagagaga language. Sogo,vigillagarigin kaga paga rigin?

Kristine B.'s picture trip. Ayo na gyud imong cp!

Mama Weh/Emmari's negotiations about l-o-v-e. Life's all about love.

Jheega's touching stories. MAKAHILAK!

Shirly's texts. Text-a ko.

Muslima's kalit-kalit mode din before. And now, we're waiting for your little angel.

Monching's payat body and... MELK.GPJ.

Adrian's slangSLANGslang. HAHA.

Ryan's gay approach. Mukalit lang og kabayot!

Bait's artwork. Idol ko siya!Galing.

Jelz' leader2. Sabertoot-toot!

Gem's voice. Malakas at nakakaALERT.

Daryll's hilak moments. Waah!Hilak na pud ta ron.

Elline's make-me-praise voice. ELPHABA!the wizaaaaaaaard and i.

Shareen's saba. Og mga chika!

Iza's laugh. And dj-like voice sa speech lab.

Gloria's kindness. You have everything.I really aprreciate you.

Bebe's bata-bata. Bata man jud ka!Kaya nga bebe e.

Karen's texting time. And curly hair..Basta kulot,salot!joke.

Franz' updates sa mga kanta. ADIK kay david a.

Sheena's jokes. Og funny real stories.

Ceryl's silence. BRAYT pa dyud!

Kim's saba pud. PINAKASABAAN!og kataw-anan.

Ruchel's power over us. Sigeg pangasaba.Haha

Bear's bastosness. BANG dyud ka!

April's stories about HER boys. Si *toot* og si *toot*

Kristeen's pang-aaway. lalo na kay RAMON.

Angel's reading time. Og kuyaw nga tingog.

Czaine's achooooooooo. Og mga sayaw.

Nicole's chika! I'll miss it.

Anz' pangasaba. kada OJ(on jutyLOL)

Natnat's pagtataray. At kagandahan.

and...

Jham's dingdong. Og tanang tripping nia.

ai.ai.ai.

Sir Sapues' aiaiai pa pala. og MONEYMONEYMONEY.

SCS!You're my treasure. Labs you!

Okay. Okay.

Errrr!

I forgot my latest password in my isolatedsocial.blogspot.com site.

Crap!

Anyways, I hope I'll just make this my NEW BLOGSITE.

Please keep in touch.